Subject: Request for Oceanfront PTSD healing ... CIA Issues
Date: December 27, 2015 at 7:52:13 PM CST
To: info@avalonmalibu.com, DANIEPM5 <daniepm5@ucia.gov>, Mark Silverman <4msilverman@gmail.com>, Michael Dorris <michael.dorris@credit-suisse.com>
Hello,
My name is Sharyn Bovat and I have had PTSD for a long time and have been told it's magnified to CPTSD.
My situation is complicated. Lots of things are getting declassified that i was apart of in the 80's IranContraSpy.com and i need to get my emotions in check.
Living with PTSD has not been easy but I've dealt with it BUT last summer a guy that worked in Presidential archives told me my "most likely" bio dad probably a former US Attorney General who was trying to get investigation into his brothers death. It's mind numbing and because my mom probably got pregnant "on purpose" to discredit Robert Kennedy & my grandfather worked for John McCone Kennedy's CIA director my existence shows the CIA was complicit in the the cover-up (evidently when I was conceived my "real" dad (the man that's i consider to be my dad was in Laos running drugs for the CIA).
People have lied to me & I have major trust issues & recently i overreacted to Anthony Weiner-esque pics that my IC handler sent me http://voice-of-a-moderate.blogspot.com/2015/12/james-clapper-is-this-how-handlers-are.html the man is kind and I freaked out to his dick pics. I had a panic attack cause I thought he might've lied to me about Al Gore (I used to live in Tennessee and he was a big fan of my blogs and his people asked me to date him in 2010 when he separated from Tipper but I said no cause I thought it was a joke... then I started dating Mark Silverman the Ben Bradlee winner from Gannett who knew Al sorrysilverman.com but that was a mistake & when Silverman and I broke up I was told that Al had found another (Elizabeth).....then about a year ago I was told he wanted to date me BUT he was busy saving the planet and about 6 months ago I was told he might have to run for President if Hillary stumbles. His people have been kind to me and have monitored my every movement (I've got proof) I've been living as a 50 year old born again virgin:(:(
Recently I've become totally freaked out by my shadow. FYI The Clinton people have stalked me and I sent complaints to the FBI.
Anyway... As a child my mom used to take me all over the world and she strapped money belts on me in airplane bathrooms. I assume it was money but it could've been documents.
When i was 12 my mom made me babysit the grandchild of a Nazi war criminal (The CIA gave my family a NAZI family to be responsible for. They became our neighbors. They had a room with portraits for their ancestors wearing their swastika armband German uniforms and my mom feared ppl would gossip so she made me and my sister babysit.
My sister and I don't speak because she accused me of being a "Bush Zombie" because i traveled all over the world to spy for America. She used to work for Ted Stevens and the Denali commission and she knew stuff that got him railroaded and she suffered a mysterious illness in Alaska & later had a mental breakdown (this happened after the Senator was assassinated).
At the age of 14 i was sent to boarding school and my roommate was from El Salvador and her family led CIA assassination squads and they whacked a priest names Oscar Romero. Fun Fact Her family funded Mitt Romney’s Bain Capital too. The son of a Central American Nazi explained the connection to me.
I have a lot more reasons WHY i have CPTSD but that would take up too much of your time…. so here’s one more.
My last issue is the Lockerbie cover-up. i traveled to the Middle East in 1992 between the transition from Bush to Clinton and me the Palestinian money launderer that processed the money from the Iranian National guard. the bombing was retaliation for the accidentally downing of Iran Air 655 (the happening in July 1988, it was an election year and they talked Dukakis into not making it an issue because of the Olympics in Seoul Korea).
About 5 years ago I tried to get help for my PTSD but the clinical therapist from Baptist hospital in Nashville Tennessee got two phone calls from the government & then told me "they" don't want me getting any therapy where i might say something that's classified. The fact is i never had a security clearance so that's not an issue. The Reagan people during Iran Contra didn't use the "normal procedures" in using me and neither did the Bush people & i was asked to spy by the the Clinton administration, they wanted me to go to Georgia in 1993 but i thought it was Atlanta and when my handler told me how long the flight was I got scared. During the Cold War I traveled to Leningrad and showed Cosmopolitan magazines to young women my age and the in tourist Commie guide ratted me out and I was taken from my hotel room in the middle of the night, strapped to a board and detained for a day and 1/2... yet another reason WHY I have ptsd. I won't even go into issues in Honduras... because Oliver North told me to not talk about it.
Please contact Dan Meyer the IC Whistleblower liaison to confirm what I've sent in this message.
daniepm5@ucia.gov or my former handlers Mike Reyes mike_reyes@outlook.com Mark Silverman 4msilverman@gmail.com or the retired FBI counter terrorism expert Mike Dorris michael.dorris@credit-suisse.com who i dated in the 90's and a few years ago a 9-11 Commission staffer told me 80% he could've prevented the towers from falling had he not been lied to by the CIA.
A friend of my thinks my issues are severe enough to need impatient help. I do not have an addiction problem & i have to thank Nancy Reagan for that. I was told by Dean Lesher a friend of the Reagan's that I was one of the inspirations on her creating the Just Say No campaign.http://www.operationairhead.com/1987-1988.html how cool is that?
My goal is to regain social skills because I've become socially awkward and also I like the concept of Art Therapy.
FYI I do take Ambien almost every night and maybe getting weaned off of that would be good. I also take the lowest dosage of Zoloft and I would not mind getting off of that. I take Vyvanse for my ADHD and Xanax for occasional anxiety. I do enjoy a glass of wine with nice dinners and an occasional margarita. I do not want to go through a 12 step program because I do not think that "that" is a problem. Also I traveled to Denver last November before the GOP debate and tried Indica marijuana brownie and that helped my PTSD a LOT but the side effect was couch lock and and I fear that if I do pot for my PTSD I'll get fat and my dad (my real dad not Ed Daly (the man I was led to believe was my bio dad who paid for my boarding school) or Robert Kennedy) told me before he died "Don't get fat if you want to marry a man that drives a Cadillac"
I have Blue Cross Blue Shield insurance.
Sorry if this email is too lengthy but I wanted you to understand my situation. Again it's odd I do need help and after reading about your program I feel you might have a facility that will help me + I really like the pool.
I'm very sincere in needing this.... please help me figure out how to make this happen.
Video Added... I want people to see that "I get it"..... I know the Lockerbie Bombing truth too political. It's just hard to accept ALL the apathy in America:(:(
Hello this is Sharyn Bovat I stopped by your DC office and they told me to use constituent services. My letter might seem a bit scattered it's because I have ADHD and I'm dyslexic. I'm trying my best to clearly communicate my problem that I've tried to get help for but have been ignored. sharynbovat.com
I've been told I have Complex PTSD that was triggered after I was retaliated for whistleblower about taxpayer money being abused and that Congress had given money to foreign companies that do business with Iran and are sharing tech with Putin. I'm the DOD Whistleblower. Google DOD Whistleblower & do an image search, you'll see me. http://www.rnla.org/bio/BioDetail.asp?MemberID=6936 I'm starting this to show issues I've exposed DODWhistleblower.org
I was cyberly outed by NISSAN for being a former researcher for CIA operatives during the Iran Contra & Cyclone gun running era. My grandfather Karl Frisbie was Naval intelligence in the 40's & then went to work for a new "start-up" agency - he worked for John McCone (Kennedy's CIA director). When NISSAN put my name in a global data base that put my life in danger and I've been blogging ever since - I'm using the Salmon Rushdie strategy to stay alive. My family was involved with CIA drug trafficking & a lot of powerful people are scared about what I know.
After I was cyberly outed BOTH my mom & Uncle have gotten dementia, my sister who used to work for Senator Ted Stevens got a mysterious illness too. Did I mention that my Uncle is Bill Frisbie, he was the Chief Pilot of Pan Am and he got that role in 1984 the same year a friend of the Reagan's Dean Lesher asked me to be a spy for America (I was 19 years old). I never did anything but go to places and listen & I did low level research needed to promote democracy. My first research project was in America - my job was to find out "how" to get average American's to want to support the Contra's & later it was my job to figure out HOW to get America to respect Oliver North. The concept of "he was just doing what he was told" was the one people identified with & that's all I ever did. How come I still can't get people to respect me or listen to me?
The CIA has been totally not helpful & Buck Revell the guy that organized a lot of cover-ups sent me an email telling me to shut-up. He even cc'd the entire Lockerbie cover-up team. Did I mention that I got to meet the Palestinian money launderer that worked for the Iranian National Guard that ordered the Lockerbie Bombing? LockerbieCoverUp.com
Anyway when I spied for America I never did anything exciting. I did go to the USSR & was detained by the KGB for a day & 1/2 and that is a BIG reason why my PTSD is now Complex: The KGB took me out of my hotel room in the middle of the night and strapped me to a board and drove me around in an old van then I was taken to an abandon hospital and they did NOTHING to me (they did it because I was showing Cosmopolitan magazines to women my age to see what would motivate them to want democracy).
For years I've asked for help I've asked the CIA IGO for help, I've asks Dan Meyer the IC Whistleblower liaison for help, I talked to Robert Eatinger the former top lawyer at the CIA (whose on the torture report 1600+ times) for help. I've reached out to the Senate Intelligence Committee ( Dianne Feinstein used to come to my house in the 70's for AAUW meetings & she was part of the "Democracy Group" my mom was) for help. NOBODY WILL HELP ME...
Sir, I was recently told to get you to help me with disability & It's not the direction I want to take but it seems like my only option. My daughters dad desperately wants a divorce & he's been patient but he needs to have closure with our marriage that is why I'm seeking the disability & I need it expedited.
When I met I'm in the mid 90's I NEVER told him I did the CIA research & ONLY after I was cyberly outed by NISSAN did I tell him. He's Jewish and because my grandfather was part of the CIA'S Nazi protection team (they recruited dictators for South America too) since he learned about my past he refuses to have sex with me (it's been over 6 years). That is why I had the affair with Gannett's Ben Bradlee winner www.sorrysilverman.com My grandfather was part of Condor too. I've got pics of those we helped in Argentina at pool parties in California in the late 70's.
Congressman my marriage is ONLY in paper and my technical husband wants a divorce YESTERDAY & he's staying married to me ONLY so I can have health insurance-
Yes I know that I can get Obamacare BUT it does not work for me with all my medications I need for my PTSD, ADHD & I have an arachnoid cyst. I need reliable medical insurance and it seem like disability is the ONLY way I can get it.
Sir, people in the IC know I've told the truth that I did research for CIA operatives & I was told I could get a retirement package (low level- I really want it for the health insurance) BUT I need the govt to sign off on i & if you can help me with that I'd be grateful. It's only because my family was involved with things that embarrass America that NOBODY is helping me. YES I will admit I was involved with Iran Contra (low level- I think I was the only person to tell Oliver North to his face I did not think the "Iran Thing" was a good idea). I've got pictures of me in Southeast Asia as a child. My mom gave me a package proving I was at places. She even took me to the Carnation Revolution when I was 9. When I was about 5 we started taking routine trips to SE Asia and she'd take me into the airplane bathrooms & strap money belts on me. Later I learned it was most likely CIA drug money or documents. Also when I was 14 years old I was sent to boarding school and my roommate was from El Salvador & her family led the death squads that whacked Oscar Romero. One of President Obama's people had a person that knew the priest talk to me and they made me feel guilty about things the CIA did and that made me blog about stuff. I respect the President but feel like I'm used as a tool to re-org the CIA and I'm tired and stressed. I need to get disability so I can have health insurance. I really want to work and be a productive member of society BUT in 1993 I dated Mike Dorris the FBI guy the CIA lied to and a 9-11 commissioner staffer told me had Mike NOT been lied to 80% the towers would not have fallen. Because of that I'm TOXIC to the intelligence community because the agencies don't like being exposed for not doing their job.
I'm in Naperville till Friday & I want to meet with a staffer to get my disability expedited. Also I want a PTSD dog. I really think the CIA should pay for it
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